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♥ Wednesday, May 17, 2006
6:47 PM



I wish over my blog, 4 grace/miss hoohaha 2 sit between Kelly ( kel ) & me. i swear dat i will b truthful. but i may still ditch.XD

hey, today was damn funny lor,me and jessy and moo2 and claudia and nattay and zhenzheng went 4 nafa, andguess wad, haha, i was usedto calling ppl darling when i say thank you to dem, like thnxdarling dat kindof thing, den after i did standing broadjump, i collected back my slip of paper, den i said thnx da...,haha, NEARLY. phew! haha,den my senior was like,ewww, bian tai! haha. and my cool senior said she nearly calledherteacher babe i tink, or bimbo. haha. ok, 4 those who r true frens,and really understand me, dun read the following stuff, called dedication. thnx. juz skip it!

Thnx a zeallion,zeal chloe!

DEDICATION
I am so really sorry, but seriously,i'm not dissapointed on not gettin it. btw.....it's and X-tra. i dun reallymind if u say bad things abt me,coz its gd,den i can change,but pls, find sum way to let me know, like how u managed dis time.
I dunno if i offended u or anything.
and if i did, i'm dreadfully sorry, fromthe bottom, and far more of my heart.
and if i hav known u b4 103, i juz wanna say,
'PpL ChAnGe'
i hav changed from the past,form a guai gkai to sumone far from dat
actually i tink i know who u r
and sorry 2 my true frens if i misunderstood u, or accidentally blamed u 4 dis
i change
i hope
i swear
i wish
i sorried
i thank.
end of dedicating
i miss u ting! =(
while typing, i was thinking, mouthing, humming,singing, saying dis song
UNTITLED
i open my eyes
i try 2 c but im blinded by the white light
i cant remember how
i cant remember y
im lying here 2night
and i cant stand the pain
and i cant make it go away
no i cant stand the pain
how could dis happen 2 me
i made my mistakes
got no where 2 run
the night goes on as im fading away
im sick of dis life
i juz waah-nna scream-eam
how could did happen 2 me
Everybody's screaming
i try 2 make a sound but no one hearsme
im slipping off the edge
im hanging by a thread
i wanna start dis over again
so i...try 2hold onto a time when nothing mattered
and i cant X-plain what happened
and i cant erase the things that i've done
no i cant
how could dis happen 2 me
i made my mistakes
got no where to run
the night goes on
as im fading away ( as i faded away )
im sick of dis life
i juz wanna scream-eam
how could dis happen 2 me
i made my mistakes
got no where ta run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
im sick of dis life
i juz wanna scream-eam
how could dis happen 2 me
Thnx. sorry
lurve u alwayz
penned7:16pm but got deleted, retyped at 8:00pm17/5/06 weds
miss ya